Note: received this post yesterday. This is exactly what this site is all about. The post has been edited & spellchecked, but otherwise it is verbatim from what was sent.
Found your website thru Technorati. I am not sure if this is what you are looking for as there aren’t any posts here. Feel free to pitch it if it doesn’t belong here.
Here goes. I am a cuckold. No one knows this except for my wife and me. My coworkers, my in-laws, my friends don’t know. As much as I try & keep this pushed back in my life I always have this feeling like they know or even worse—should know.
My wife cheated on me with three different guys that I know for sure two of which were nice enough to put her pictures on the internet—just her body/face and his bodyparts. She came clean with the first one because she had to. I discovered emails. I guess she had to come clean with the internet pictures, too. No use denying concrete proof. I am positive there must be more times than this, but she won’t talk about it anymore. Just get over it.
I had a choice to make when all of this came out. I could kick her out of the house and my life, or I could suck it up and deal with it. I sucked it up, so I guess that makes me a cuckold.
She has done her best to make me feel like it’s not going to happen again. I believe her for the most part. I think we’ve both grown up and evolved. However, this is something that is always in the back of my mind. The images both mental and on the internet, the thoughts, and just knowing she has these intimate memories of getting naked with other men are always with me. It’s like getting cuckolded on a regular basis. Something comes up and reminds me of her infidelity, and boom, I get that adrenalin charge in my gut and I’m back in the moment.
Like I said I don’t if this is something that goes on a site like that. At any rate it’s like therapy for me lol. Please keep anonymouse. M.A.